"He didn't say it at all, just acted like he had no idea why I was glad he was alive, and flinched away from me." Dinah sat down on one of the brick walls running around the park, and put her head in her hands. "I just, and he's so angry, Priestly, I kept saying the wrong thing and he just kept getting more disgusted and I yelled at him and he wants to go back into a war zone and it's like he forgot me, almost."
And as understanding as she was of why that was? It still really, really hurt.
"That . . . sucks on more levels than I can count."
Someday, Priestly would realize that he had a good person to talk to Dinah about how war could fuck with someone's brain and ways to get past the trauma in the next room, but for the time being, he had no idea.
". . . Do you want me to yell at him when I see him?"
"No. God, no." Jak would yell back and get even angrier, and he still probably wouldn't get why she was upset. Priestly didn't need to get in the middle of that. "I just had to tell somebody, I feel like maybe I'm the crazy person here, because I don't get why he's being like this. I thought he'd be happy to be back, at least. But he's not. He's really not."
"Yeah. Severe change of venue, hunh?" Dinah tilted her head, waving away a cloud of smoke that sent sparkles across her vision. "Did your mom ease up on the hair thing yet?"
"Cool. Are you going to be back in Fandom on Saturday?" New kids, Priestly, Tony, plans with Jill-who'd-be-Jack; why couldn't it be the weekend already? Why did she have to distract herself from all this bewildering change in the Big Apple?
"Awesome. I think some of us are going into Times Square tomorrow night, for the big ball dropping." Dinah took a breath, and shook her head. "And running around with people tomorrow. Seeing everything." Ignoring anything else.
"That's good! It can, uh. Be good to be surrounded by people." Priestly felt a little bad for pulling the conversation back again. "Or if you don't wanna do that, I could probably find you a couch to crash on around here."
Dinah got up to pace a little, restlessly, then sighed. "Yeah, no. I'll... deal. For now. I may call you freaking out tomorrow, but. I don't want to run away from this, you know?" Well, she kind of did. But she had her pride. Even if she didn't have a boyfriend any more.
"You are totally welcome to call me if you freak out. I, uh. Might be a little drunk." Trucker was pretty lax about the whole legal drinking age thing.
And to think, Naomi thought he was a bad influence.
"I'm thinking that being hammered might be the way to go," Dinah admitted. "Since I have no other good ideas. I might call so you can hear the crowds roar, early." She smiled, then sighed. "Thanks, Priestly. I should go... Fiona's waving, we're gonna get coffee."
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And as understanding as she was of why that was? It still really, really hurt.
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Someday, Priestly would realize that he had a good person to talk to Dinah about how war could fuck with someone's brain and ways to get past the trauma in the next room, but for the time being, he had no idea.
". . . Do you want me to yell at him when I see him?"
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Priestly wasn't always the best at reassuring words, but he could do distraction like nobody's business.
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Owwwwww.
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And to think, Naomi thought he was a bad influence.
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